i like to think i can claim this holiday because i have an excessive love for four leaf clovers. and cuz i’m irish. but mostly because i love four leaf clovers.
so, there’s this “chocolatier” game. that i beat. and there’s a chocolatier 2 game. which i’m planning on beating asap. but, the thing is, the game is SO addicting. i don’t know why… even when i get annoyed with it i can’t stop!! something about making chocolates and bringing the broken chocolate making family in the game together again seems so urgent…hahaha… i’m a loser.
the free credit report song is stuck in my head…
gah i wish i had something interesting to talk about!!!! haha i feel like i’m just rambling on about nothing. maybe… cuz… i am…
i don’t even know what to say. this is so hard. so much harder than it should be. and i’m afraid he’s not gonna budge on anything and its gonna end. i don’t wanna give up med school. i don’t wanna give up things i want in life for myself. i want it to be OUR life, not his life with me tagging along and i swear i will explain more later but for now… i’m doing my absolute best not to burst into tears at work. cuz i already did that on my lunch for a good 45 min. ahhhhhhhhhhh!
somebody please go in my head and tell me what is right what is wrong what is best for me where i will be happy whats gonn ahappen in the future and if this is a big mistake…….. :’( :’( :’( :’( :’(
